What's It Feel Like To Be a Ghost?

Re-recorded my two demo songs today. Still not entirely happy with them. Lyrics need a touch up on one, and my voice needs a serious touch up on the other. And I need to do some VERY basic production work, they need to be a bit cracklier. I can't believe I am complaining that the microphone is too good. I need to lessen the quality to mask my voice really.

I also watched Shutter this morning. Film in the style of The Ring with Joshua Jackson from Fringe. It was okay. Not that great though. I haven't decided what yet, but I plan on watching a film tomorrow morning as well. It's quite nice to be able to just wander through to the living room with the duvet, dogs and a cup of tea and mong out. Still up and dressed and taking on the day by 11:30 in most cases. Win win situation.

As you can probably gather from this title, I am having a Taking Back Sunday music day. The song also relates to the film, Shutter, that I watched earlier. And to everything on top of that. Feel as though I have faded into the background of life recently, but then I guess I have. I haven't exactly been Mr active out and about getting involved in things. There's a party for a friend on Saturday afternoon which I'd love to go to, but don't want to because doing so will make my heart break a bit. I'm sure she'll understand, I'll post up some reason about having to be at work. I can't just go there with the risk of being judged and pushed aside by people, person in particular. This, again, is a problem of mine. I overanalyse what people are likely to think before they even know anything. And so I get scared, and end up never revealing anything or going anywhere. Maybe one day that'll change. Well, it already has to an extent. Being very exciting for me, In 16 days I go to Grimsby and crashing the night in the spare room of someones house I have never been to. Hopefully it'll all go well.

Right, well I am off now. Not sure what to do, either watch One Tree Hill, 90210, Supersizers OR read American Psycho in bed. Whichever of the above is chosen; I am heading to bed.

Goodnight
Samuel

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