Saturday, 27 June 2009

Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape

If you come down to it, there are two types of people. They are the above. I tried to fit into the first category, but you seem determined to stay in the latter. If that's the way things work then being in the first category will never lead to a pleasant resolution. But hey, it's funny how things can be.

The other title Iwas playing with for tonight was 'Seems Like Home To Me'. Two Gallants that is. Not sure if my general mood was calm enough for country rock. so I settled with Christian metal of UnderOath. the other title came to mind because I am wondering if it could seem like home to me. Where, that's not too important, a place that exists, that i think I can get the keys to. Will it feel like home? Good question.

Monday sees a barrier coming down. But does that make a difference, will I see any great change in my horizon. One thing it has allowed is my forthcoming trip that I am looking forward to. But in reality I am still going to be here most of the time. My network more than slightly dented, I suppose it's fair enough, they were hers before, I just was on the edge, and now I'm out again. And any group meeting can't happen because you aren't even comfortable enough to reply to a fucking text. You wanted a friendship, what am I supposed to do if you don't talk to me? That isn''t a friendship. A promise unkept, a promise worth making? I don't know. There has to be some sort of proverb kicking about there, can't place my finger on one.

Nevermind
Samuel

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