Stray Dog Freedom

That's what I want. It's exactly what I want. I want to be able to just get out and explore. I want to cross middle America, spend time in Australia, backpack through eastern Europe. I want to see the world. And I am going to. Or at least I hope to God I am. The moment I finish university I am going to find a decent paying full time job, doing pretty much anything and stick strongly at that for a year / 18 months or so and then do it. I have family in Australia who I could probably have me for fairly cheap. America has fantastic motels all across the middle. Going that way I could even go up to Canada as well, maybe visit Nova Scotia. The idea of that is heaven to me. I haven't ever been the type to want to do these things. But I know if I don't do it once I would regret it.

Like what I did on March 6th. I did that for fear I would regret not doing it. And to be honest I think I would. I needed the space to work out what I wanted. It's just a shame that what I did on March 6th got rid of the thing I eventually realised I wanted. I suppose we all make mistakes, but that one is going to stay with me for a while I think.

Beyond today's mini revelation I have little to say. Was awake a lot last night again. Ended up watching a lot of One Tree Hill again. Being tired/emotional I became dewy eyed at one episode initially through happy, then through really shocked/sad. How sad indeed.

I assembled a chair (office style) and a desk today as we are re arranging our office room at the minute and have a new PC coming tomorrow, with a monitor that was too wide to fit in the cubby hole on the old desk. So we got a new desk. There's a mattress coming for the fold down bed too. Busy day tomorrow regarding all of that. Beyond the menial home life nothing exciting happening this week until Friday. It's a friends birthday and we're going to see Transformers 2 , which I could be a lot more excited about, but all in all it seems like it could be okay.

Right, I am going now, I'll check in tomorrow I imagine.
Samuel

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